I had that feeling yesterday as I was waiting for the bus. I often get that feeling.
I look around me and see people staring off into the distance yearning for their bus to arrive, so they can get home.
This made me think, “I wish were in the country.”
As much as I like the city, there have been many times when I would have loved to have been able to just go outside my door and enjoy nature.
Unfortunately, I haven’t been able to get to the country yet.
What’s holding me back
The biggest thing that has held me back is a job. While there are many jobs in the city, there are fewer in the country.
This has led me to think about starting my own business, but what?
I currently teach English to French people, which is a nice job, but I have come to realize that it’s not something that I want to do for the rest of my life.
I’d rather make a difference.
It is because I have this feeling that I’d rather be out in the field. In my case I’d be helping out because I’m a novice farmer at best.
Farming matters way more in the greater scheme of things. It can change the world and all that jazz.
I have this odd situation where I’ve given my notice to my landlord that I’m moving, but I am not sure where yet. It is going to be to the country or still in the city?
Ideally it would be to the country, so I can get into farming, but it is really hard to pull the trigger on it because of the job situation.
That is what has been going through my head lately.
What do you guys think? I know this was a bit all over the place sorry about that.